stop second guessing yourself

[Gerry Miles]

went out with my young son,a father and son bonding time,and i told myself should i bring my camera gear? or not,waling the trails i didn't think it would benefit the extra gear,nursing a sore back,but i thought to myself,what theheck,i have my cell phone with me,then the drive home,CRAP !!!, a great shot could have been made a windmill standing in a field freshly cultivated grain with the sun going down behind it,was one,then two different times a combine cutting down his field so close to the road,two more chances passed by, the one day i left my camera gear at home,paranoid about my car being broken into while on the trails, this really bothers me especially just recently buying the D300 ,not even a month ago,i really let the nikon fans down and myself down and the D300 down as well,I'm a bad bad amateur ,wait a minute ,Thats what amateurs do from time to time, redeemed !!!, perhaps knowing this finally brings my status to PRO !!, Thankyou i just needed to hear it for myself to understand the true meaning of digital life.